Sideways

Today I’m going to cry. Sometimes I wonder why I’m alive. It’s not a call for help, it’s not suicidal thoughts.. just wondering what I’m good for? Wondering why I’m on this earth. Sometimes I just don’t know.

Today was a hard day, I don’t know how adults make it look so easy. I’m 24 and living is still the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Deep breaths, alcohol, sleep deprivation? Teach me your ways.

Do you ever have days when you’re drowning? No light in sight? That’s me lately. I can’t get out of the darkness and it’s scary. How do you fight when you feel like flying?

Sigh. Maybe one day it will be easier.

Quote: Love your parents. We are so busy growing up, we often forget they are also growing old. – Unknown

Song: 🎤🎧 Sideways – Wrabel

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